Feet First
In the searing heat
Of a Beijing afternoon,
When I liked you,
But didn’t love you,
We took a taxi to my little flat,
You, always the gentleman,
Wanted to see me home.
On arrival,
Acting on impulse
I kissed your cheek,
Waved goodbye.
In three days,
You would return to your life,
I, to mine.
My roommate, Miss Zhang,
Raised an eyebrow
When told of that kiss.
She delivered a crash course
In Chinese social norms,
Women, she scolded,
Especially Western ones,
Kissing men in the street,
Was strictly, taboo.
On our final day together,
You and I,
I took your hand.
Shook it firmly.
Miss Zhang would have been proud.
A week crawled by,
The dring dring of the telephone,
Cut across my melancholy.
I was surprised to hear your voice
So soon again.
We settled into easy chat,
When with a shy edge,
You hinted at my forgetfulness
That last day in Beijing.
I asked what that might be.
“You forgot to kiss me.” You said.
I think I loved you then.